Soul Cleansing

So for about a year and a half I was doing some soul cleansing. I was a hard core vegetarian, I was working out. I was finding out who I was and who I wanted to be, and then like a switch was flicked I went back to my old ways.
I could blame it on the anemia, or the uprooting of my whole life, or the fact that I now had two babies in less than a year that I wouldn't get to see very often or missing my friends. And I do. It was all that. I felt and I still kind of feel like I just got out of touch with reality. A day doesn't go by when I question if I made the right decision to come here. But If I came back, what would I be coming back to? In life, you cant go back. You can only move forward and since I am coming up on my 5 month anniversary. Its time to move forward.

Long Time No See

Or do. I hate that I can get distracted from my goals so easily. Oh get Anemic and feel like you are going to die? Or move to another city, or hate work. You know the routine. But I have decided to put myself on top. So I am going to give myself 6 months starting January 3rd to turn my life around. What that means though is I get up at 6am for the gym because I have class at 9 and work at 11. So I am going to be super busy but that is cool because I do my best work in madness.
Wish me luck! Do you fine ladies have any new years goals?