So for about a year and a half I was doing some soul cleansing. I was a hard core vegetarian, I was working out. I was finding out who I was and who I wanted to be, and then like a switch was flicked I went back to my old ways.I could blame it on the anemia, or the uprooting of my whole life, or the fact that I now had two babies in less than a year that I wouldn't get to see very often or missing my friends. And I do. It was all that. I felt and I still kind of feel like I just got out of touch with reality. A day doesn't go by when I question if I made the right decision to come here. But If I came back, what would I be coming back to? In life, you cant go back. You can only move forward and since I am coming up on my 5 month anniversary. Its time to move forward.
You really should be an author. I love how you put words together, that part about not going back but always giong forward, inspirational.
ReplyDeletehang in there katie, we all have bad days. just remember know ones life is perfect. we all have to choose to be happy or unhappy with what we are given. love ya
ReplyDeleteKeep on trucking. You can do it I know you can. Call me and we can talk any time!!
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