Best Friends

I had a mini melt down early this week and luckily for me BFFH was there to talk me down from my crazy. Every once in a while I start to question my life. I am sure everybody does it, but when I do it., I go mental. I am pretty good at shaking things off. Maybe those who really know me don't agree, but honestly I have to keep going, keep pushing or else I feel like this gift of life is wasted. My roommate and I have a running joke of becoming shut-ins. We would balloon up to 750lbs and have to have the firefighters cut a hole in the wall to get us out when we die. I gotta tell you, sometimes the thought staying home and doing nothing but watching tv and eating pizza sounds A-MA-Zing! But those days are few and far between. Plus I gotta live my life yo!
Anyway back to what I was saying. BFFH is helping me with my goals. I have a really good support system anyway, but BFFH is the best friend that everybody needs. She is somebody that pushes you to be better than yourself. I think I am the best friend who tells you what I think, even though you didn't ask me. Rude... I am working on it. So for the last couple days H has been sending me texts and emails reminding me of my goals. Bless her heart. Sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky in my life to have such amazing friends. I am serious. They rock, be jealous.

 I set a goal, but I am not telling anybody that goal except for BFFH and I am really going to work on achieving it. Because as much as they are a support to me, letting friends down is not cool. So that is a good motivator.