Letting myself off the hook

So this morning I had a argument with myself for a good 10 minutes on whether I should go to the gym or roll over and go back to sleep. Guess who won... I did! Its awesome when you fight with yourself because you always win. But the ultimate decision I made was to go to the gym. I just kept telling myself, its one hour out of the whole day. I can do it. So I did.  I am almost done with my goal of the lazy chicks marathon as you can tell from my ticker and I feel pretty awesome. My goal for the month of September is to run/walk 60 miles. I think 8 of those 26.2 miles were done in August, so I stepped up my 2 miles a day to 3 miles a day.  By the end of next Thursday I want to be walking/running at least 4. I am not going to lie, its hard and I swear sweat a lot. But I truly believe that anything worth having is worth fighting for. I am in the fight for my life and it feels pretty good to know that every day it will get easier and every day I will get stronger. I want so many things in my life. And not really things like objects but I want to live a full happy life. I am going to get there.